Kinky CollateralThursday, December 14th, 2017 | |
My very good boy, SlutR, delivered the goods when I told him to FESS UP, so that the girls and I could enjoy a bit of comic relief during our Monday Night Girls Only party:
This past week I was the recipient of an assignment from Your good friend Ms. Angela. This was the assignment:
Answer this question: Why I must eat my own cum for Ms. Angela.
So why indeed? Let me count the ways. The first is rather basic – what Ms. Angela says, goes. She rules the roost – she controls the cock. But to leave it with a rationale that seems rather reductive.
If I do a more thorough bit of self-analysis, I think there’s a part of me that is grateful for the time she has spent with me getting to know me better, sharing her experiences, exploring my fantasies, and yes, penetrating my head space. And in my kinky mind, that gratitude peaks whenever she is feeling generous enough to permit a release. Those moments usually arrive at the *ahem* climax following sustained periods of her expert teasing. As those precious moments arrive, my whole being (mind and body) become supercharged with emotions and sensations that wash over me. I also become highly suggestible, and Ms. Angela, being the expert Domme and Mind-Fucker that she is, knows how to take full advantage.
One of the ways this manifests itself is the aforementioned requirement that I slurp down my own jizz. I have a phrase for this — it’s an act of providing “kinky collateral” to her as a token of my appreciation. I would be curious what the specific appeal to Ms. Angela has regarding this act (it may overlap with some of the material here — perhaps one of you ladies can ask her *big sheepish grin*)
I believe she is also a woman who like to probe my mind and push boundaries. In our time together she has cultivated the previously hidden slut in me, and I think that her further developing a cum fetish in me may be a part of that — another item in her tool belt, if you will.
Anyway, I have a tendency to get a bit verbose, so I’ll leave it there for now, not wanting to cut too much into the typical Monday night festivities. Actually – that’s not entirely true – I am more than a bit greedy for whatever attention I can get from you fine ladies.
Hope all of you are well, and thanks for listening.
Sincerely, Slut R.