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By Richard,
Submissive Savant to the Stars (er, one Super Nova).
My First Mistress: Part II
She opened the door and put her fingers to her lips to indicate that I wasn’t to speak.
“Follow me.”
We went through mildly snazzy but pretty conventional living room to a side room that I suspected had been a breakfast room. It was completely empty.
She looked me in the eye and I felt a mild shiver pass up my spine.
“Go in the corner,” she pointed, “and get on your knees facing the corner and keep your hands at your sides.”
I complied getting very exciting wonder what she was going to do to me.
“You will stay there until told otherwise. Keep your eyes facing the corner, your arms where they are and your mouth shut. If you decide to stop before told you just leave the house and do not come back.”
I heard her leave the room.
A few minutes passed. Then several. Then I couldn’t guess how long I’d been there. Minutes started to seem awfully long. Sometimes I thought I saw the wall move. My knees were hurting and my ankles were sore.
I started to get mad. This was awfully boring. But I didn’t dare move. I’d hungered to be trained for a long time and she was the first who ever offered to do so.
I might as well have been chained there even if the chains were only in my mind and of my own making.
Finally after an eternity that I later was told was only 90 minutes she was back in the room.
“Get up and face me.” I almost fell and legs were wobbly but I was up in a flash.
Her expression was unreadable. It couldn’t decide if she looked grim, amused or maybe even mildly approving.
“Go but you may come back tomorrow at the same time.”
I left softly shutting her front door.
I’d washed her car. I’d been bored almost to tears. None of it had been even faintly erotic. I could not guess what tomorrow would bring. But looking inside myself I knew that having been forced to conform to another’s arbitrary commands had given me some satisfaction.
But I did wonder how many more tests I’d have to pass.
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Now this is starting to get interesting, dontcha think? I can’t wait to see what happens next.
Stay tuned for Part III.
Oh. FYI: Richard has yet another up & coming website breaching the waters of WebTopia: BDSM Reference. While still in its embryonic stage, I do believe it will grow up to be quite an interesting addition to the BDSM community. And remember, folks. You heard it here first.
xo, Angela
I thought Part 1 was interesting, but now I’m beginning to pick up on the momentum – and on the concept of being trained, which hasn’t been a part of my experience. This may be old writing for Richard, but I am finding it a fascinating introduction to a new perspective. Thank you for including it here.
Excellent story telling! I am really looking forward to part III. The kink is not mine, but, as in all good stories, the reader is getting into the character’s head, and, soon, his pants.
As I remember this my goal was to show dominant women that I knew it wasn’t just kinky fun, games and sensation play.
I actually did do a sequence of training sketches awhile back. They were on the dark side.
I’m already hooked, wanting to know, not what comes next, but how will it end? Does this relationship lead to great sex or to the satisfaction which comes from playing our roles well? I can’t wait to find out.
Richard, if it isn’t “just kinky fun, games and sensation play”, what is it or what would you like it to be? I’ll be interested to see how the relationship with this dominant woman develops. Is this fiction to arouse the submissive reader or an autobiographical account?
This was something I originally wrote for a site (1999 or 2000) that focused on my kinky bottom side. It was written strictly to interest dominant women. They were the intended audience.
There’s a pretty broad spectrum of how D/s and S&M can be acted out within relationships and casual play partners. I can imagine having tried many different styles, depending on who I was involved with.
I’m in a passionately romantic relationship. It includes some very heavy S&M and D/s play. But most of the time we cuddle and kiss like the most conventional of couples.
Thanks!
This chapter seems like part of an inspirational instructional on serving your Mistress. And it also seems like you’re sharing a piece of your soul with the reader.
I look forward to more of your odyssey and soul searching that you so eloquently put to pen in this continuing work.
Thanks you Sir,
HDB
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I don’t know what I’d write if I tried to do something like this now.
I’ve come to realize that various dominant and submissive persons each want different things.
And my feelings are very much colored by the relationship that I’m in which involves some very heavy physical and emotional BDSM play and lots of good old fashioned love.